Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I MISS BACK WHEN

I had a dream last night with Daniel in it. I just remember hugging and he was in casts because he kept crashing on his skateboard. I doubt he currently skateboards anymore, but whatever. Fuck me. But I don't remember any other detail about the dream.

I'm semi-depressed angry angsty. Like, I miss the old days. Every day is the same fuckin' thing over and over again and I'm like, FUCK! I just want to give the world a big fat FUCK YOU in the sky. xDD But seriously, I just realized, as I walked down the hall to math class yesterday, I felt like, "How many times have I walked down this same fucking hall to the same fucking class that I don't want to go to? Fuck. I want to complain to Danielle..." but I don't have texting (which is everyone's main source of communication) and I hate talking on the phone and it's not guarunteed that she'd pick up or even have the time to talk. I wish I had a real hobby. I would love to be able to run, but I'm out of shape and I'm like, "fuck running, fuck that."

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

You say and write fuck enough, it doesn't sound like a word anymore.

I bet porn ads would come up if I let them, in reply to this post. xDD Fuck them.

I think that if this semi-manic-depression goes on any longer, I just might do something crazy. Like take too many behavioral pills and run into the mall fountain and rip all my clothes off and scream, "GRAAAGH! I AM THE KRAKEN FROM THE SEA!!"

That actually doesn't sound too bad right now.

2 comments:

  1. I've always thought that "fuckedy" was written "fuckitty" or "fuckity". But then it just looks funny. xD

    I also remember a quote from someone in a rock band (not sure which one, or even who the guy was). But it said something really weird and ended the whole thing with, "So yeah, I always answer the phone whether it rings or not." WTF??

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  2. I have no idea how you spell "fuckedy," either---I'd never imagined it with a "t," though.

    I remember for a long time on the internet there was a clip of Billie Joe getting prank called. It's probably still out there. I know too much about Green Day.

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